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best parts
02:34
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and we don’t have to be alone
we could talk about ourselves and let the demons out
and they’ll be whispering once they’re gone
talking bout heartache, parting, longing
so could we see them all along?
be still
I still see you ten feet tall
your presence electric fermented
and we’ll all turn up till we fall
talking bout deals and debts and
balled up like we knew it all along
be still
be still
I’m ill
I’m spinning like a dead star
but I’m thrilling like the best part
god I’m distant like a dead star
yet I’m thrilling like the best part
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2. |
actual hell
02:29
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hard to say
what I feel today
either way it’s all the same
I get lost when parting ways
hold me close
i’d rather let you be
degenerated energy
the whole world’s tired weighs on me
massive like the sea
tell me you won’t leave
if you remain I’ll stay so close to
if you remain I’ll stay I’m supposed to
so close to
dont’ ever let me go
chaos flows right through me
mayhem keeps me ever moving
I’m feeling like a rain that never falls
and I’m puddled like the aforementioned thought
hard to say
what I’m circling
fleeting like a ghostly breeze
all of this is temporary
ain’t that scary
infinity feels momentary
if you remain I’ll stay so close to
if you remain I’ll stay I’m supposed to
so close to
dont’ ever let me go
chaos flows right through me
mayhem keeps me ever moving
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3. |
maddie's song
03:25
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wait for the glow like a switchblade
I am your enemy
stay for the show you oughta be safe
please don’t sever me
I’ll leave without reason
don’t believe me
watch me closely never leave me
walk slow like I’m haunted
i never wanted you to see me
like a demon I’m rly on one
don’t want to dance with nobody if it’s simple
get drunk and step on your toes tho I don’t mean to
i feel like a comet, rare but still expected
when i bring end of days it’s predicted
i fly like a comet yeah you couldn't miss it
crashing burning flames yeah i'm on a mission
and i can't see you
can't hear you
i'm not near you
i don't fear you
i go head to head with you maddie
I have issues
I’m sorry that I’m mean too
can’t remember anything
the bright light of a cigarette
the knife fight better to forget
walk slow like I’m haunted
I never wanted you to see me like a demon on one
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4. |
stay
03:20
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stay
if you want me to stay, i’ll stay
and be somewhere I’m not
if you want me to go, i’ll go
legs akimbo and low
if you want me to move, I’ll move
and face this all on my own
if you want me to know, oh I’ll know
I knew it awhile ago
scrap piece left hand
falls into a big hole
read that, it’s sad
but I move forward like I’m gone for gold
i'm moving on
i’m heading straight for the sun
never admit that I’m wrong
I wander till I feel done
I’m spacing hard on this one
I’m settled on being gone
spine like a broadcast wire on fire, it’s dire
i keep on looking for a back door, I’m tired
I feel like certain shit
when you’re low you roll around in it
acquire it
it’s like I’m on another planet, can’t stand it
I lost my footing on the soil that I grow tired of
admire it
I’m finding that I’ll never surely get
this close to
having peace like you
stay, if you want me to stay, then pray
cuz I’m moving on
I’m heading straight for the sun
never admit that I’m wrong
I wander til I feel done
wait for me ever patiently
I’’ll come back you’ll see
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5. |
dasini
03:14
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three sheets to the wind
I blow I suck I breathe it in
no I cannot help you like I wanted to
my thoughts go out instead
turned away back facing the impending downfall
now and then I see again the writing on the wall
scribbling something I thought I said I’m wrong
can’t displace what’s commonplace
i scream right at the void
no i cannot see you through the cloud of blue
my eyes go crossed instead
turned away back facing the impending downfall
I designed this sordid life that surely has to fall
I wanna see truth
passed out in the back of an alleyway
clawing at the back of its memory
took a final blow from reality
today is the day
that the lord has made
to say in vain
you're drifting away
you're drifting ever further from grace
and i can barely see you
It could hardly be true trust me
I get knocked down
i pull you too
let’s fall together
I’m getting up, I’m going down
truly
I want to see you
brooding
always moody
truly
I wanna see truth passed out in the back of an alleyway
today is the day
that the lord has made
to say in vain
you're drifting away
you're drifting ever further from grace
and i can barely see you
It could hardly be true trust me
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6. |
jackie, fl
02:28
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i walk a straight line
they tell me to be safe
I do everything I can to get through heaven’s gates
I’m in no danger
I am a stranger
I look at myself in the mirror and it’s my savior
I’m talking big lines
I’m lifting heavy weights
find out what it’s like to be lost in space
i have no secrets
I feel my regrets
I am chaos I am wasted I’m in pieces
hey man
it’s decent
you’re leaving?
why are you always fiending?
god damn I need It I’m pleading
begging like courtesy bleeding
I rail a straight line
I feel my stupid face
I say everything I want because I’m lacking grace
I bend like broken trees
I am a wounded knee
I am the vaulted shit that you don’t want no one to see
hey man
it’s decent
you’re leaving?
running out on all these people?
drop by and I’ll give you a reason
to keep spending time till this lease ends
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7. |
adam's song (interlude)
00:40
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8. |
easy
02:40
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oh god make me pure
cleanse my soul and joie de vivre restore to us all
I’m not asking
I’m sure
I know that I want it
I swear
I’m not fucking around
I am straight faced and scowling and
spitting out words from my core
I can’t figure it out
I thought that I had it
I felt it like static
it burnt when I grabbed it
I swear that I had it
easy like the drinks I swallow
cuz baby I’ve got no path to follow
I just want to feel it again
the pulse of a heartbeat like life never ends
I wanted to hear it again
the sound of a crowd cheering we’re on the mend
I wanted to feel it it again
everything feels so uncertain
yet habit, goddamnit, is standing its petulant ground
It’s ok sweetie, it’s easy,
believe me
god help me out
i’m devout-ly
trying to be what I thought that I’d be with no doubt
I see it fade so easy
easy, fuck
It’s not easy, fuck
I wanted to feel it again the pulse of a heartbeat like life never ends
and I thought that I’d see it again
the bright eyed and wandering gaze towards a distant gold place where it’s
easy like the drinks I swallow
cuz lately, it feels like trash… is to follow
I just want to feel it again
the pulse of a heartbeat like life never ends
I wanted to see it again
the ground beneath right where I stand
I wanted to feel it again
I can’t stop losing the rhythm
I can’t keep on falling to pieces and
gritting my teeth
I keep hold of the rhythm
I slip into cycles I wish it would end
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9. |
22
03:15
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I wanted everything
laid out in front of me
are you gonna be part of this too?
can i still imagine me with you?
I wanted cloudless days
spent high on drugs we take
are you gonna take just one or two?
can you still believe you're 22?
I wanted badly
to cure my insides
could it be guts and bile?
pumping like sweet denial?
how am i to be
what i ought to be?
slow i sink
pride forgive me
I confuse
what i ought to do
it's no use
I can't be your better half
take me for what i never give
i wanted everything
laid out in front of me
are you gonna be part of this too?
can i still imagine me with you?
how am i to be
what i ought to be?
slow i sink
pride forgive me
I confuse
what i ought to do
it's no use
I can't be your better half
take me for what i never give
i wanted everything i wanted
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